to you now, i'm nothing but a memory of the past. what we had... what we were. i still long to go back... but you're no longer there... were you ever? it's all my fault... all my fault... that things turned out the way it is now. i miss everything like the way it used to be. sometimes... i feel wrong to be with her. sometimes... i feel like i can't be with her anymore... i don't know what it is... this is what i have put myself through... you're wrong... you did have my heart... then... it all changed that fateful day two years ago...

now... you've begin to take a step forward... yet i'm still standing in the same place. longing for someone who could never be mine again... is this what i was afraid of before? now.. it has come true. you've walked on... leaving me behind. while i haven't... all i can do is drift on this memory of ours...

5017730084 1778483 1113 6817 0173 898117... if we're meant to be... somehow our path will cross again...

im not gonna be scared and trying to hide my feelings. your journal entries especially this one..you're confusing me with your thoughts. like i said i don't leave you comments cuz i end up lecturing you like i am doing right now. i need to know the truth or unless you're afriad.
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-13 08:52:10

if this is how you feel then why go on pretending something is not there. thats the thing im lost about. you say all these stuff how you wish you can go back but you don't want to hurt her. im not trying to be mean or anything but do u really like her. or are u just lying to yourself? i need to know more than that.
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-13 09:05:18

i feel like im being selfsih i feel like i've done something wrong. i feel like im the caused of this problem.
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-13 09:06:21

hey there washup?
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-14 12:11:32

you can leave me text messages but other wise you can't cuz i don't have the cell with me.
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-14 12:16:39

why is there something you want to talk about. man im so hungry now for some reason i want to go to cici's pizza and pig out on everything. wanna go hahaa
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-14 12:20:17

hah sure but i don't have money with right now. and i guess we're gonna have to eat fast before my starts asking where im at and shiet. should i just tell her that im staying after school and my friends is taking me home. i think i should.
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-14 12:25:02

stomach is growling like crazy. can't wait till the day is over and one more week omg!!! summer is here. but i still need a summer's job you were suppose to help me find one. but that never occured u punk. i'll get you for that once i see you today so beware. be very aware. alright time to hit the road and get to class. bell is about to ring. byeeeee.
» macyxhuynh on 2004-05-14 12:38:25

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